Buddies in my life

let me tell some thing about my friends ,,,,,,,,,,,, i have met 3 best buddies in my life,,
one is when i was in primary school .... in those days , i had a group, 4 of us r buddies, together but 1 buddy was special, we used to spend lot of time together, well she is "JIHA", In those days we used to share every thing, and do evry thing together. ooh my i miss those days...now a days it is difficult to meet regularly and do things togther ,cos am tooo far , she got married and have a child tooo..... life is different but we r still buddies..........

Then after that i went to addu ,, for secondary and higher education , there i got this buddy , who was so nice and caring , i love her, when we two are together we have lot lot of things to say, still i remember , that one day we two are crying ,cos her mom didnt like me that much,well her stepmom..(Its not , that am bad grl--- i dont knw the reason there...... )well , v used to argue about economics theroies , we 2 had our own theory for that and we keep on arguing that mine is best, hehehehe.. (these days i really miss her) we had our own way of dressing , carrying books ......etc. well she is "shina" i call her "thina".....:P she also got married and she is a very buxxy lady. she is preg in these days, i wanna see her, bt what to do, by the time i go back she will have her baby..

My recent best buddy ,,, is "aaya" well she is young , cute and charming grl, who is afried of many thing around...LOL..... i met her in Male' , i was attending some classes in Faculty, and we two were in same English class, from there our story started.well we became best buddies after that, we used to go shopping , hanging out, goin for coffers......... etc... I miss her a lot. She is the only available buddy i have. i miss those shopping we do together and , we two also talks a lot, i miss those .............. a lot...

well now am here , away from all my buddies, bt we keep in connect. I love them, and miss them a lot, mostly aaya, and those hanging out thing.......... lol.

ThInGs WeNt AcCoRdInG tO mY pLaN

There is this funny thing in my life that I keep on planning, but those plans never happens.. … well I can say that it never happens cos, it is a very rare thing in my life… go things according to my plan.

Well today I had a plan. Things went according to it though, at college some classes where not there and for our surprise, we had to sit for boring accounting 2 hrs.. (That was really boring… I do like accounting but..cant sit for hrs .. Calculating numbers…) ok that not the main part, Main part is I washed my cloths ….hehehe,, (what a craxy thing ) ,,,haha… U may think that what’s the big deal in washing..lol .. in these days its winter and water is so cold in addition to that in this damn house I don’t get hot water….any way I hate washing and I keep on planning to wash every day , bt U knw what ??? it never happens… the situation will be different if I have a washing machin ..lol … Well after coming India as there are only my cloths to wash , it is not that essential to buy one…….”dhooo”

“Let me tell u a secret I was my cloths once a month …..LOLOLOLOL .. TOOOOOOO bad haa. That’s me the laxy me .. hehe.”

There is this craxy thing happens when ever I wash … my washing day, some where in between electricity goes off .. I have noticed this in last few months… (after coming here only) well it is a very craxy ,funny thing to notice haaa….( well its serious, it happens) Well today also that happened and in between I have to stop washing and wait for Elect to come… I hate that part ………

Am feeling happy that finally I have washed all my cloths for the month a head ..:P lol.. But there is this sad part ,,, when I went to hang my cloths out , the neighbor have already hung there cloths and I haven’t got a place to hang mine ……toooooooo bad naaa. ( I hate it..) I was a little bit late for that, u knw when I went out with my bucket full off cloths, she had finished hanging her cloths and was taking her empty bucket back to her apartment.. ooooooh “imaging how my face will be”.. lol

It look like this …………

Well I have to keep my cloths ..in those buckets for tomorrow…… that’s BAD ,BAD and BAD…Any way , I have washed them , the work is done now… Am Happy , I don’t have to bother about washing… for now…………..hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…….

Life is Goin On

Days are passing, am facing different situation in different days,
I have to find different ways to cope with these situations...
It is so hard and hurting to call a friend you know , as some one you knew. Y is this different is coming. y y y ???????
I just wonder, is that am the only one missing our friendship.Was we were having friendship.If not friendship what was it ..............?????????
we were so nice together, so understanding, so close... you were some one to whom i can say anything.... anything mean anything......
my life is not a mess , it is not even a difficult one, I live a simple life, In my own word in my own thoughts.Thoughts about my family and my Bf.

WALK AWAY

This is not the way I dreamed about us

I took you as some one very close to me

I found you as a soft heart and kind person

I thought we could be a good companion

I never expect such a deed from you

I expected you to understand me

I wasn’t blaming you, but you took the blame on you

I wasn’t even blaming any one

I was just asking

But things went too far

It doesn’t have to be like this

It seems like those days never going to be come back

I miss those times we spend together

I miss those moments we shared together

Thank you for the support you gave me

Thank you for being passionate for those crazy things I did

Thank you for listening to my fanatic nonsense stories

Thank you for every thing

Am never going to forget you

Ill be there when you need me

(This piece of writing is for you - I really miss those days we spend as friends)

A very buxy week a head..

oooooooooooh my
next week is gonna be a bxy week. i have tests and assignments. what should i do.Now a days my life doesn't have any thing new and excitements..

its too bad haaaaa.
what a fucking bullshit life .
what to do , have to spend 3 years like this,, if i start counting days there wont be any end...
ooh my only 5 months went... still a lot more months ...........uhuhuhu.

Any way i will, try to live my life here and study..
I will try my best to make use of evry mint i spend here.....lol

"Pls GOD give me strength...."

How it started

Today morning i was laying on my bed, and many many things came in to my mind....
Now a days i don't have any one near to share my thoughts and talk every thing in my mind. so i thought , Y don't I open a blog start writing what is in my mind.. that way my mind will get fresh , haaaaaaaaaaa...

SO here am , trying to fresh up my mind and spend time......