Give ur self a break

"Aw c"mom, take a chill pill, as they say.
It's time you loosened up bit.Go easy on yourself .
Learn to love yourself.Only then can you love rest of the world and
be fair and good to them."

ok this is something i saw on a news paper , first thing came to my mind was ,
" I love my self "
am a sure ...???
Well i have to be sure ,
"I really love my self "
now I have to make my mind..
"I love my self and rest of the world"

Then another thing it says is
" U got to do what U got to do
but some times the
Got to do
Starts assuming gigantic proportions,
Taking over our entire lives"

How true is this.
Start thinking abut this.....???

I don't read news papers but heading like this and highlighted points caught's to my mind.

life ??? life??? life???

I don't know where is My life taking me.
What it holds for me...???
Things are different ..
I need a find a reason to live..
It is not the end but still..
Y am living ...???
Y am doing this...???

Life just turns
With out U directing
On its own

We have to follow it
OR
Do Ur best to be in that track

Another year started ,
I wasn't expecting thing year to bring this much different to my life,
I was happy with my life, I was wishing it to be little bit better,
But it changed,every thing changed ,
i don't know whether it is a good change or a bad change.
what i know is i don't need this change.
I need my past (last year ) life back.
Am not gonna wish or pray to make it better.
I will take it the way it was.....
....pls GOD give me that life...
BUT
Am not sure that 2

What do U think......???

About this girl

There was this girl who was so good in study and sports; as a result she got a chance to be in school leaders group. (One of her dream)

She was a girl who gets A’s and at the same time so good in extra -activities. She is a girl who knows how to play all the games starting from TT to football. (Basket ball, net ball, football, athletic, high jump………etc) She used to spend lot of time with others, learning these spots and participating in activities where boys and girls are involved. She used participated in every activity in school whether it is a dance or a play or a debate.

When Sho goes for trips, she doesn’t spend her time in beach alone or with a girl or a boy. She don’t site there with out doing anything expecting a boy to come to her and talk to her, flirt with her. Rather she spent her time in playing, running and enjoying, with those who are doing that.

She doesn’t want to be girlish girl , who always put makeup’s, and want to show other, or a girl who is too shy that she can’t do anything, Rather she want to be perfect in everything , fit in every place, every circumstances, ..etc. She knows she is beautiful and sexy. She has self-confidence.

She wasn’t a girl searching for love or boyfriends. Rather a very buxy girl in those activities and study.

In the process of these, she happens to be involved with boys. Most of the time you see her among boys in school. She has lot of friends and fans, Girls and boys. She is a friendly, who smile and talk to every one.

Those boys who know her, and participate in school activities, know her better. Know that always they can count on her.

Those girls who are with her or she is friend with know her better. Knows that, they can also count on her.

Those boys who are, not friends and gossips say’s she is always with boys, she is no good. She is not girlish rather a girlboy.

Those girls who are not close friend with her, says she is good in everything. Some has bad view about her.

So tell me what u think about this girl...??? i know u have these type of girls in ur school or college.

Storm is over

what i mean is exam is over.....

" Going to get stress free sleep"
lolol

BUT , there is no break after the exam, well next week onwards classes are starting ...

NO rest ...
hmmmm , then am looking forward to C what am gonna get...
First exam away from home (country)....
lololol
Heard that these ppl r v strict in marking lets see dhoo.
bye for now then

Talking 2 My self

I wonder how many of u talk to ur self in front of mirror,
*hehehe*
Thats somethin i do a lot, most of the time am alone in the room,
i don't have anything to do, so i go in front of mirror,
make designs on my hair, dress up,( lol) and talk to my self , making faces
and laughing at me (lol) alll.........
"ooooowe"
Thats been so childish dhooo, ..lolo
Now a days i talk to my self in english,
Thats something i realised today.
lolololol
let me tell u guys some thing, before coming here i was kinda,
nervous because i have to talk , in English,
its not that i don't know how to talk. Its just i wasn't used to talk in English.
*hehehe*
....But now its all mine....
"ooooooowe"

u wanna see what i have been doing (lastnite)
Taraaaaaaa

been childish....lol
(1st 1 remind me of girl guide, 2nd one doesn't make any sense)
I think i can do better..lolol

Reflect........!!!!!

I have been thinking about parents ........
Some years ago i remember that i was thinking about my mom.How my mom had spent her life??? how my mom and dad met???. and how she managed to live in this world?? Still i have those questions...
Now i have got answers for some of my these question. when i was small , i mean not old enough my mom don't talk about those things.( i think its cos she know that am wasn't old enough to understand those things) Now my mom is getting close and open, she tells me some of the chapters of her life, i mean not all but i know a lot now. How She and Dad managed to grow us ...? how they planed there life....?and how many time they have succeed and how many time they have failed?


Most of the time my dad is out of island, working, saving for us. We meet him once in a year or twice in a year... when i was small i don't think about these things. How much they would have missed each other. How many days my mom would be afraid of living in the house alone with children and How many days she been awake because of us when v are sick, she take care of us.......then lot of things...

She is working in island health center as a "foolhumai".She wakes up around 5am,do her prayers and go to kitchen and do the cooking stuffs ( she is perfect in cooking, and even v fast) for us. Then she gets ready to go to work for 7:30am.before going she wake us up, get us ready to go to school (am talking abt 15 year back) She comes back in break time to check on others who are young ( we are only 4) then after work,she comes again cooks for us and help us in studying , if there is afternoon session one, she take that one to school. Again at night cook for us,teach us and take us to bed. in between she might have to go to extra time work.....

U might be wondering why am writting this all. The point i want to tell is all these years her every day is like that. Same old routing. Imaging we been like that for 20 years or some 3 or 6 months.we will get bored...but parents never get bored.

I remmber that when i went to school i get board for doing same thing evry day.when i went to office i got bored of those same stuffs.I get frustrate , headaches,pissedoff , mood off..etc.some days i think , Y can't i have any other life then this..........which life then...???

Parents are really breave.There was this time i was thinking they have to work and keep us happy.They are the one who brought us in to this world. Thats there duty to do so. But is that so?...There are some parents who don't care about there children and live there life.Do those children of that person is happy ???

There is this thing am really proud of my parents. It is they had a love marriage and i never heard them arguing or fighting on anything.

I love them a lot.
Miss them a lot.
I always miss them.
I spend most of my life away from them.
i can say always i been away.
now also am far away from them.

Y is exam so ...............

Blaah blaaah blaaah

The thing is You know what u have studied but when it come to write in paper your mind is totally blank. hmmmm then
Y we make unnecessary mistakes in exam. lets see
yesterday i wrote a paper, instead of answering 2a and 2b i did 2a and 3b ........wow what a mistake ......LOLOLOL
Then answer liyunu iru ekame mashaka negeye.... alhe keevetha...???
pss pss pss pss
Then ekahala galhi kantha kurevene exam ga.....

Then in exam the harder U try the faster U forget .hahahahhahaha
What a policy .....????
Then another thing is the harder u try to memorise the points , the faster it goes from ur mind ...wow....

well , U can see am a complain person ...
Always complaning .......hahaha
when ever i start complaning my friend here used to tell me stop complaing ....????

I know you guys are not gonna tell me stop complaing ..
so am writting all...

well, i saw a fan clup in Facebook , i hate exam ,
i thought i am one of the few who hate exam. but..
i was wrong
every one hate exam
LOLOL
So am gonna change my policy to
I love exam ..
lets see whats gonna change
well exam are uncertain , U never know whats gonna happen in exam
LOLOL
more of them are ahead..
its getting long now
*Stop*

A second thought

Well , i decided to cut my shakuvaa fathi from my last post.
I wasn't Blaming my family , i love them a lot.
it was just dheravi varun , hitha erihaa echchehi.
Iblees gadu ge vasvaass .....lol

Well i love my cousin bro and i miss him alot.
I really, v badly wanna be there but keekuraanee,
Naseeb tha nudhinee... hehe


Well they told they will send pics to me, Am looking forward for those lovely pics.
My little sis, the princes is gonna be the flower grl , and am sure she is gonna look like a pary.
Then the flower boy is gonna be my little cousin Aakko. I can't wait to see those picture.

"BRO am very happy for U.
May god bless u too
&
give all the happiness in this wold to u 2
Enjoy the bond of Mr & Mrs
Wish U a very
Happily ever after"

"LOVE U "

A request
" If U happen to be there on 4th , pls tell me how it was, What u think of that wedding"

*Thanks*

1st family wedding is up.... Cry !!! cry !!!

This year in my family am having 2 wedding.
First wedding is on 4th JAN.

Family ge emmen male ga, Grand mom in fashaagen emme kuda sora jehendhen.
Am the only one missing there.
Ahren nulaa aailaage furathama kaaveni nimmaalan e ulhenee,
Kihaa dhera.:'(
Keekuraa nee dhoo

Vara ham dhera ebave...
Miadhu emmen male gossa, masha gulhee ma ,
maa boda dhera ve.
Feel like crying...
Well am crying
But i lied to them saying,
dhera nuve e . its ok e.
But kihine dhera nuve hunnanee.

Mage shakuva:



Ooooooh, this shakuvaa fathi is getting long.

" Wish U all the Best Bro for the wedding.
and
Family members enjoy the wedding
&
Have a blast on that day,
Remember me."

Making the night Special..!!!

First of all when new year came am in a cold place.... Damn this place is cold!!!!.
New year started when i was near fire trying to get some heat.
hmmm then
kuri new kamakee , I burned or lightened my first cracker in 2009. what we called Patakaaaas ... It was fun.
well i went to a small gathering in International hostel. it wasn't that fun, but better than being at home doing nothing.
After that had to walk to home, cos at that time no Rikshas's available, cos of winter cold.
So first walk, (kinda long distant) in midnite.
If this walking strategy is maintained , it will loos my budget ..... lol
when i came home, light was not there. Another way to cut expenses...
Then slept.

oooooh,
well am trying to make every thing happened special.
It was special ... right..!!!
"New strategy for 2009"
Enjoy every little happiness i get and make evry Little thing in life Special.
Enjoy !!! enjoy!!!enjoy!!!

Last night i got the idea to cut down my expenses.
That was the lesson i got.
Will try that in this year .
******
wish me Luck
******

2009

Lets well come 2009

Fresh Air
Fresh Idea
Fresh Talent
Fresh Energy

I wish u all to have
Sweetest Sunday
Marvelous Monday
Tasty Tuesday
Wonderful Wednesday
Thankful Thursday
Friendly Friday
Successful Saturday
Have a great year