2moro gonna be a good day ( wish that )

2nite went prity well, good talk with bf , at the end of the day v 2 r pretty happy.

am happy now .

wish i can express my self better..

yey!! gave a presentation.... ( i just want to this out to rem .. the fun)

wow !!! i talked to dad, mom raukko n axxa.

my baby sis s all grown up now.

wish am there with here .

thot abt my future a bit.... bt i dont c here i will be standing in next year .....

future s a mistory ..

gooodnite.

p.s. love to my love

25th am 25

on 25th Oct am 25 ... isnt it cool . bt am not happy , cos i planned to be married before this day .......

on this month , such a nice days came

10-10- 10

20-10-2010

25-10-2010 the beautiful birthday of me...

isnt it such nice dates to get married ..

Dreams

Jail dream,

Getting married,

In a war.

It was funny dream , I have noted this down that day only bt havnt got a chance to write it ,

Well, i dont remember it fully now, bt am laughing thinking and remembering some parts of the dream ..

So now itsin my mind, next time when i come to read this i will know what happened in the dream ( i guess) *_^ ..:D

How i spent my holiday

I had spend like 5 holidays here in Delhi , bt this time holiday was the best in a way....

I planned to go out of Delhi , and i did went ..

My 1st trip was to Haridwar , Rishikesh-Raamjola.

• Hiridwar we climbed 2 hills, one by foot and another by Rope. Different and interesting experience.
• That place they had the GANGA river , it was so cold and big , just like a beach.
• Raamjola was so beautiful , a small town with some ashrams and some friendly people, i heard that ppl go there to meditate ...

2nd trip i went to Amrista........... here we went to

• Amusement park, where we had a water pool , had lot of fun ... All the place was for us, we had non other then our group so we enjoyed freely , had a blast.
• Wagah boarder (Pakistan boarder) saw the flag lowering ceremony .
• Golden temple - such a beautiful place ...

Am Happy that i have seen this places and fun with friends ..

Special thanks goes to , Porna, sonam, sly, Gev, Maria, korean, Irrey .

:)

when it is time for blogging , i can't stop blogging , this will go for a few days and again i mite get bored .. mostly i forget about the blog .. i dnt knw Why ?

Any way , i being thinking that , what i want in life ? what makes me happy? rite now i have no clue , bt may be one day i will be able to tell , ( when i figure it out i will let u guys know)

Lot of things a head ,

Am thinking to do an exam called CAT , its indian exam , not the CAT we have back home.., if i do this exam it will be easy to get in to masters in any university in INDIA , but i have limited time.on top of that , indian's study for a year to do this exam ........ am thinking i will try and lets see what happens. but its really hard , imaging doing hard maths with out a calculator with in like half a min. lolol!!!! Us Maldivians knows to do maths i wit cal ... .... .. wish me luck , even if i fail no harm for me, its only for GOVT UNI.

Another thing i wanna go some where , out of Delhi just to spend this holiday.

I dont knw Y , its so hard for a grl to travel alone. am not afraid , bt i have to consider other things.. see the consequences and result and blah blah , its like doing science experiment ...[hehe]

When i think of writing those things which was bothering me , i can't get them , its like i forgot them , wait until tomorrow morning , lot of things will come to my head, can't even sleep the early morning nice sleep ..[ strange ]

ooh, other thing , my friends are going for part time job , am thinking whether to try it o not ...

Stupid me dhoooo

shopaholik

I was watching this movie again , and i realized what i felt when i shop ...

Some time i have this arg that ,today i have to wear a new some thing ,

i like buys shoes... Now a days am thinking to buy handbags,

right now i have shopped a lot , cos in this ramazan am spending a lot in food stuffs, i like to try new stuffs , new food .

i like going rastorants , tast different foods, buying cloths and shoes and hand bags ...

nomally , i have specific thing i want , thats y i dont go on buys what eva i see ..... thats a good point rite ,, if not i will not knw how much i will be spending .....

Home , sweet home.

I came home. i mean male' on 20th May , after 2 years and more days. I thot i will be so damn happy and , things will be different , and ppl (family) will be so happy to see me.


Things are changed, but its not a good change , ppl are having their own problems and the so called buxy life. They dont have time. they are lost in their own buxy world.

You know what i thot , i thot after cuming here i will go for trips, islands and visit so many places. But its being like 15 days , i havn't gone out of Male' it self. Imaging....!!!

I wanted to go to hulhumal'e , villigli and have fun. but the family and friends am having s so damn beykaar , i didnt came here to stay in the house , watch series and sleep, i came to have fun. Y is that these ppl are not getting it.

In this week am going to my home island , where i dont have a frnd . am gonna be staying with my mom , gonna eat her delicious food, am, excited and happy for that but am afraid that , it will be boring too ... spending 1 month , with out doing any thing , with out going any where ............... OMG.... this gonna kill me.

Am normally very out going , i dont like to spend a day inside the house, bt i dont knw some how these typical Maldivian's finds it bad.... damn these ppl!!!

All thanks goes to my Boyfriend boo!!! when i get bored he is there, we do go to places, have fun. but there are obstacle for that tooo!!! U knw ............... blah blah ....!!!(to hell to all this)
He took me for swimming , i wanted to learn swimming in this holiday , bt unfortunately , after 1 day swimming i felt sick , can't go now... unlucky me. swimming is fun.
Thanks my sweety , if you are nt around i dont knw , how these days had gone.
You shows me light and joy in this holiday.
Love yea!! ummmah!!!

long posts ............ OMG

I wonder when did i started writing long posts.
I , personally don't like to long posts ..(^_-)
I will try to write short. will try to make it interesting also .

Run away

• Now a days teen children's want to run away from the house.

• Don't wanna see the parents face.

• If it s possible , they dont even like to have a mobile phone, cos, parents start calling to them , after like 5 mins , when they goes out.

• They prefer to block the parents number.

• They just wish to be free. .. actually free from their parents.

• the house they think of their home , becomes a cottage o jail. once they loved this house.
  

• They wanna shout , " please give me a break"

Here are my opinions, o idears how parents should handle this.

• When they grow old enough to go out, tell then don't go nay were with out saying.

• Make a specific time for them to come home.

• Tell then to come on after certain time, if its nt possible call us and tell us , what eva am doing in nt finished , i will come after like these mins o hr. and tell the child to try to keep his word.

• Dont call 100 times , when they are late. call like once and , say its getting late, try to come home.
• When they make a mistake, like come home late, tell them nicely don't do that instead of scolding. if you scold, the respect they have for you will be gone. They wont like you.

• Its the parents , who loose the respect they have from their child.

• plane stuffs to do with the children, even if they are big.

this is what i have in my mind for now.............may be this is just bull shit, bt i feel this need to be there.................
for some ppl this mite nt be good ...anyway thats ok , ppl views are different.

Thot , what would possibly gonna go wrong?

I was prepared , i knw almost evry thing , i mean i can do any question,
and i was thinking what would possibly gonna go wrong .

Well, NOw i seen what would gonna go wrong ,
Am talking about the exam .
Regarding exam , i have no luck in exam.
I can do any question .
I knw how to do ,

But some how my fate o what eva it s , it doesn't give me the chance.
Y does it happen

I have done 2 papers , for now , in this final exam.
I was prepared, evn in the question paper there wasnt a hard question , which i couldnt do .

This s what happened, in Maths and Stat paper, examiner was suppose to provide a compound interest table, and they didn't had it. How careless s my collage , becose of that i couldn't finish it , its nt only me , others also did face that problem , when it was almost time to finish , they brought a paper, which was circulating around the whole, By the time i got it time was up. and another thing my calculator stopped, it was dead in the middle of paper

I was screwed up in that paper.

Then 2day it was account paper, the paper am good at.
Question wasn't heard , bt some how i couldn't finish the paper. How bad is it .
Am so angry and disturbed and Sad 2day .

Y does this happen to me , in evry exam i get these things .. Y is that ..???
GOD pls dont do this to me
Its not the 1st time, exam have cheated on me , almost in all big exam i did , some thing happen , Some time i do well and examiner does the mistakes in correction , IN my batch , even in 10th and 12th Students had to go for recheck ,and get the their deserve marks.
For me i dont knw what happens to me i don't even do recheck , i get so SAd , and this thing stuck in my mind that exam always do this to me ..................

But GOD isnt this unfair . YOu knw i knw how to do them , and i did correct but Y .........???
Whats the lesson , that GOD trying to give me .
"Dont Study!! , try to get just pass marks!! , what is it !!"
I dont get this .......................???
Is this mean , dont study , if you dont study and dont knw , it wont hurt this much getting a low marks o not finishing the paper ................


"OOH GOD "

I remember about my blog only when i have exam

Isnt it funny .....
I rememeber about blogging , only when my exam is near ......
So funny .... seriously , what am thinking ...............
I have less then 20 days to go for exam and am not at all prepared ............
How cool is that .......
LOLOLOLOL!!!
Well ppl , wish me luck with my preparation .............
Dont think that am not trying to study ,
Am definitely trying but , you knw , like evry other student i find it difficult to spend some time with books .................
MOre on Facebook.... I think Facebook should start posting studying Notes ... hehe!!!

Any Way bye for now ppl ...........
Will keep on posting the boring stuffs ingey .....
Tc allllllllllll............

SeCrEts

I knw evry 1 have secrets ... which , we dont like to share with any one ....

Well i kept my love life and dating stuffs away from blogs ,,, they are not 4 public.. rite ..

There was 1 day , i got in to a fight with my BF cos , he read my blog and , there was nothing , not even a single post about him .... i loved him ( past tense does not mean i don't , i will love him ) but , what i feel s that part of my life is so different from real me...

that subject of my life so complicated .... If i write it here, u guys will be out of ur mind,.. u knw me , having a craxy mind , dont knw wat i want ... all craxy thinking .....

Am gonna be successful but i dont whether my love life will be successful o not .......

20 ques!!!!... was taged

I was tagged by sassy long time ago.
AM sorry 4 being so late .....

Rules:

It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, tag 5 people.

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.

You cannot use any word twice and cannot use your name for the boy/girl question.

1. What is your name: Rukshana

2. A four letter word: Love

3. A boy's name: Hussein

4. A girl's name: Sly

5. An occupation: Audit Accountant

6. A colour: Purple

7. Something that you wear: Burugaa

8. A food: KFC

9. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo

10. A place: water fall //

11. A reason for being late: a Habit

12. Something you'd shout: Craxy !!!

13. A movie title: P.S I love you

14. Something you'd drink: Slice

15. A musical group: Black eye peace

16. An animal: Cat

17. Street name: rukooo

18. A type of a car: sport mini car

19. The title of a song: You belong with me

20. 5 people you want to tag : :::..Pwincess..::::,Belle,A Lavender Girl's,CapTain XeF SpaRRow,DarkCasanova's,

Thats all i guess....

Year 2010

a new year , new beginning , well evry one hopes 4 the best , so i also hopes 4 the best .. to achive my goals... speaking of goals ,

Is there any goals i wanna achieve, is there anything i wish to happen .....???

oooh yeaa, there are , but am afraid to wish, and hope ....

you knw things does not go the way we want ,

like ppl , says , evry thing happen 4 a reason and , for good.

So , like that i take , every thing positive, ( lets pretend i take them positive)

I dont knw, why am afraid to wish 4 anything , i do hope 4 certain things to happen , but wishing and wanting ... noways , that scares the hell out of me.....

What if i don't get it ? ( am not talking about stuffs/ item , i hope u guys knw wat am talking about. like love , friends ..etc ) "ooooh god" i think its enough of this crap now ...

Well , i wanna thank , my friends 4 being with me in the last year ... i havn't had a fight with any of my friend in last year .... WoW!!!! such a great thing .... any way am not a fighter, o jealous person.. am cool ( "one eye close")

Specially Sly ... This year brought us so close, and i feel the different , we are best friends, i knw she will be there 4 me ,in any case .. i trust her, my eye close.. there s such a great bond between us, i dont make , any decision with out asking her, ( not even i buy a thing i like, with out asking her) "hehe" We like same stuffs and i dont kwn i just love her a load ,.... She such a good friend of mine, and i will be there 4 her ... anything she need , where ever she need me, i will be there..... she understands me so clearly ...

THANKS SWEETY BEING MY FRIEND.

and other friends i wanna mark are , Sonam , Pema and Rony ...

About Sonam: "She s simple and , good hearted , there are stuffs she do which i dont like, but overall she is just a goood person, who will b there 4 u ...."

About Pema : " hehe" she is so different , i can't say much about her, am glad to be her friend, she will also be there 4 me when i need her"

About Rony: " i know you will read this , "" hehehe", " rony is such a great friend, wants to be evry where with evry one, i dont knw how he do that , to take care of evry one ... " i just love you" .... i can express my self with him , i can tell and ask anything i want ... (again its this year which brought us together, i mean this close) thanks being with me ,in, all the crap i went in ... "" hehhe"

THANKS THESE 3 SWEET FRIENDS OF MINE....

Hey , i havnt 4goten the friends back @ home.. i love you guys tooo,The distance between us is making it difficult to keep , our friends ship the way it was, but i knw when i go back ,it will grow , as firm as the way it was b4.... love you Aaaya , shina , Anjum , and Jihaa.....

And all the friends and followers of my blog , thanks for being there and commenting ...

I HOPE , YOU ALL WILL BE THERE WITH ME IN THIS 2010 ALSO ..

HAPPY 2010 .............

Lets start the journey to 2010 together....