I call a chapter of life as a disaster chapter , because it was the thing I wanted most and worked really hard to have it, but couldn't make it stable. It wasn't my fault. My fault was trying so hard to obtain it. My fault was trying so hard to have a future, with a wrong person.
What did i learn from it?
It does not matter how many time you spend with another , you're not gonna learn him/her unless you keep an open mind and open eye for it. If love keeping you blind find a way to think outside the box of love. It is difficult but has to do it for oneself.
What changed?
- Trust is an issue for me now. Even thought I wanna believe someone, somehow there are doubts in my mind.
- Hopes and dream are not gone completely but working for a relationship is the last thing I would do,but by natural I am such a helpful person, so this thing conflicts each other.
- I am now more self-concern, instead of living for others I wanna live and invest in myself.
- I became the Mean person, not always but if someone has done wrong with me I would not Help that person, but I don't bully others.
- My motto is " If you make me happy, I will make you happy" - If you help me or make my life easier I will make your life easy and help you. If u hurt me I will not hurt you but will not make you happy either. There goes the ignore board. :P
"We were told to learn from our mistakes.
We were told to be our self."
Apply them to life
