Today I wish, I made this date or day   30/5/2008 as last day of us. I was happy and I was giving a farewell  party with family and friends.  and it was his birthday, it was a farewell to him too.

I wish I had end it there.
I wished I haven't waited for his call when I was far away from him .
I wish when fate separated us apart , I had accepted it .
I wish I had not taken him back to my life.

I do wish all this now, but that day the only thing I wished for was to be with him . To feel his hand on my hand.  The sadness I felt back then , the loneliness  and the long days I waited.
What's the meaning of all that?


wishes are so wired.

wrote on 2014