EXAM !!!!!

EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!!

What to say again , this year Exam came , and am not at all ready. i dont knw how this year went. It was 2 fast , i havnt touched any of the book ,

What am gonna do???

What am gonna do???

What am gonna do???

What am gonna do???

What am gonna do???

This is so scary ..............

Well, hope GOD bless me ... That i can handle my Exam so easily ......

You knw wat i really want ......

I really want the word "lie" to disappear.
It to do not exist in the word.
Like some thing ppl dont knw , Haven't heard of it .... Cant even think of it ..
Just it to vanish.
Go out of evry ppl mind...

WOW!!!

Then evry one will be talking frm their heart , No hiding , no lieing ,, so cool ...
Say wat ever in there mind. say wat ever they did.... Can you imaging how gud this word will be...

Most of the ppl evn lie to them self.. "piss,piss". That such a hecktick thing to do,
SO wired haaa ....

I wonder if this lie word is not there, how good my life would have being....

If my this wish , come true , i guess i will be doing favour to lot od people..

(Dont mind, my craxy thinkings .. guys )

"BTW, i wached Newmoon , i mean a cinema copy , andam dying to watch it in big cinema.. Those fights are so cool with wof's and vempires ... so damn cool "

Do i act my age...?

Its being long that , am having this craxy question in my mind... its really v craxy ... Y ? i even think this.

I knw am old , i mean above 20 and some how i feel like am acting 16 o 18 .. Some time it is fun .. you knw having fun and acting young ........... "hehe"

Some time it makes me craxy , i keep on thinking that , y am doing this, its not some 1 in my age will do ... (hehe) I knw nuthing depend on age , but you knw ppl change according to their age... am sure most of the grls in Maldives want to start a life when there r 25. i dreamed that tooo , to have a career and a serious boyfrnd ....... blaa blaa... but now, i feel like i cant achieve that goal. i do have time but , its far i mean the goal. i dont knw.

Ok , its not the thing ... some time i wanna act big , like a big grl , be mature , take wise decision .......... i dont knw ...

some friends of mine act old then there age, pretend o wish they are old, but me i dont knw i just want to act my age but i cant do that... ' hehe hehe"

ok ,now this is a craxy post ...

lets see., ppl say i luk younger then my age.... so then lets say "act according to ur look , not age" ..... heheh.... i think this phrase will be fine.

How my B day went !!!

That night i got pissed of by some bull crap thing and slept, but at 12 i got calls and msgs, but was so bloody out of mood to reply and pic the phone, So in the morning i replied to those friends who wished me.... then for the day i was planing to bring some friends and have a little party... but morning time it was damn boring, No call , No msg. i spent whole morning reading a story book . My close buddies (sly, pema, and sonam) was suppose to come early and help me in cooking. Pema cam around 1 , Sonam at 1:3o, another 1 at 2:00. ( do u see the different in time , 3o mins) heheh!!! any way after that we went for shopping and, they started cutting stuffs and i went to buy a cake...........

have i told wat i was planning to cook.... well its being long that i haven't eaten fish fried rice and , my friends being telling me to cook it the way we cook it in Maldives. So i was going to cook it.........

cooking went prity good.. You know these friends , i told them to come at 4, cos some have to get in to there jail hostel at 7. too bad, but they came 1 by 1 and, almost every one came at 6. so we rushed to cut the cake.. got some lovely gifts too. (in the pic) after eating we were dancing . u knw here a party doesn't end with out dancing. ( indian kudhinne noon , but they like dancing) then v had a blast............
Evry one commented on food . they Said it was delicious and good, some ppl even went 4 a second round also....

Thats all abt my B day ....
Am happy that i celebrated this fun b day with friends and family being away from home.
I miss home.

life is awsum ..

Life is never bad, we are the one who makes it bad. We have choices. We make our own decision and we write our destiny.

The bad choice we make makes our life horrible , The awesome part vanishes , and we are left with vein.

Some time we say , its not fair, well some cases it is not , but its for better , some thing gud is ahead.... we have to move forward, learn from mistakes and just luk forward , and the happiness waiting for us.......

here , am convincing my self ... Am not a lecturer o who knws a lot about this .. but thinking like this calm me down and make me feel gud..

Some body wake me up..!!!

Wats wrong with me?
Y cant i think twise doing some thing?
Y am i like this?

Life was going well , happy and i made it complicated. No use of regreting o thinking twice now, i should have done it be4. I dont wanna get emossional and all, but thats wat am....... so wired.

Today is my best buddy birth Day

After coming here, i found this girl from Kanya called sylvia , we call her sly . She is very good and, and i love her ........ ( as a friend :P) Hehe.....

I Gave her the present she will love and I havnt given a present like that to any one else. i realised that she worth it . It a evening gown, Black and purple. so nice one, i like it. Am very happy that i finally bought it and gave it to her.

OOh yaa she gaave a treat to us, we went to citywalk , roamed there had fun , it was really fun . Thank you dear for the wonderfull day . And Happy birthday . Wish that your 20's will be the years u fullfill all your dreams...........

Latest update of my life...

My so called second year started, am so excited cos am gonna study some interesting,tuff subjects this year... In addition to this our classes are so tight cant even get a break in between , morning to afternoon, like olden days secondary school.. hehe..

Did i say that i got pass in first year , i don't have any back paper. Am so happy for that. But there is this little disappointment ... I was hoping to get 1st class pass, but my internal assessment was little low cos of attendance so I ended up in second class like 2 points down from 1st class. ( hope guys know wat i mean by first class and second class) Anyway am happy for that.

Another thing is now a days am getting lot of cuts, i mean my hand or finger gets cut every time i use a knife and even from cane also its cutting . Its like all my fingers are having a cut... *_*

Am planning to start a swimming class, most probably from next week on wards, not conformed , i mean i haven't made up my mind, but i really want to learn swimming. will do ............ ll c dhooo...

"OOH" there is this exciting thing going to happen , am signing in to a youth group called Youth Establishing Success.(Y.E.S) , going to be a member of board. So excited. ...... *_* (pray for me that i can do this)

I think now it is enough of this crap of my life.
will be back

Happy Friendship Day

This post is specially for my friends who keeps our friendship real ......
Here is something for my friends..
Taraaaa... !!! *_*

FS Day by Purinses RuksRukia Wawily on Polyvore.com

OOh yaaa its girlish ...!!!cos its for my girl friends...

Hmm let me work on some thing which fits 2 gender ..*_*

fs day by Purinses RuksRukia Wawily on Polyvore.com

How about this..???
Hey !!! Friends always keep in touch . No Matter how far i go , or u go .

hey i got to tell u guys something ..
today i got a msg frm a friend, the history of friendship day.
The msg goes like this
"In 1935 America govt had killed a person on 1st Saturday of Aug. The next day his frnd died committing suicide. in his memory American GOVT had devlared 1st sunday of every Aug as Frndship day.. this 74the friendship day ..""
I dont know whether this is true or not, I found it interesting.

little Help here..!!!

N79


Need help in making my mind...........
Last year i bought W580 . It was cool i loved it, But i lost it. Havent even used it for a month , too bad naaaa.!!

Again i want to buy a phone to loose... hehehh!! kidding

Here are my ideas .

# am thinking of buying a Second hand W580 , cause i have all other stuffs with me, it will be cheap and convenient. I don't like w595, I just dont.... Then , there is this Nokia N series phone, which clicks really cool pics. ( ooh ya i want a phone to click pics and listen to musics..*_*.. I cant carry a camera every where i go....!!!!!*_*)Ther is 2 option , i like N79 and N95. Here the prices are N75 Rs15000 and N95 is RS20000. ( ok Rf 4000 - 6000) i think you guys knw the features...... i like both . they are coool

# There this LG phone in pic , I luks nice, feature are also cool. Cam:3.5mp. Gud to use in daily life.

OOH my , i never used other then Sony Ericssion in my life........ hmm gonna be a tough decision ...
Tell me wat you think ........ wat should i buy , should i think of money and Needs. ..? Tell me..........???????????? Help me........!!!!!*_*

harry potter ( The half blood prince)

Yesterday i went to watch harry potter , the half blood prince. well when i was going to watch the movie i was so excited , Thought that lot of dark stuffs will be there. Any way i haven't read the books , so i did not have any idea what the movie would look like. I had a bite high expectation , but the movie did not reach my expectation , so i was kinda pissed,when the movie was over.

I am not gonna , let you guys down ... do watch it . Over all it was nice.

Its past one year ........

I came to Delhi pn 16th June 2008 . Now it is one year past. I was planing to celebrate that day with my friends, (who cam eon 16th) but the plan was changed cause some came on 20th.

The dinner i gave in this house was on that occasion, i forgot to mention it. Right now when i saw from calender it is July , all of a sudden i remembered about it........ Some how i have to write about it so here am writing . Its being 1 year 14 days now. Counting is hard thing i normally don't count. Well 2 more years to go in Delhi.....

Ban of polythene bags

Today i went to like 3 big shops. They don't have a bag to put the stuffs. I had to carry them on my hand , and even one wet tissue packet i bought went in to a junction. Too bad.

I heard that , they have banned polythene bags. I am not sure about the news.

Am thinking that how am gonna live without them .... I know they are dangerous to the environment and all. banning them will cos difficulties. I don't know about you guys but for me it is difficult.

first of all, i have carry a carry bag with me when i go for shopping. It is v difficult thing for me, normally i go to shop , on my way back from collage, do i have to put a carry bag with my books..

another thing , how am gonna throw my dust , and dirty stuffs , like kitchen stuffs which gone bad (ooh they have ad smell) and all. Normally i put them in a bag.

Then , when i clean the house i use polythene bag on my hand . i know glows are there, but those polythene bags are easy...........

ooh another thing, in this hot summer i have to carry a ice water bottle with me, i put it in a polythene bag and keep it with my books, so the books don't get wet...


I know Compare to these stuffs the damage it course to environment is greater, but still dhoooo.

Auto-Rickshaw

Let me tell you guys some thing about this autoRickhsaw vaalaaaaaaaaa ............





Last night me and some friends and my bro's went to MT. The famous place named Tibet colony. Well we have dinner there. It is one of the place we get beef in thin Delhi. So after Dinner around 10,we were searching for an auto , to go the nearest metro station. Actually there is one very near to that place. So we like 6 ppl in to one. The driver Started to drive, like craxy. so fast and all. Then we got to know that he was drunk. We were so afraid , it almost hit to place and cars like 3 or 5 times. "Almost".



And the another thing was , we said to take us to this particular Metro which was near. we said the name and all, But he took us 1 station Back . It was so far , Long and dangerous ride. OMG we were like " in yaaseen matheega" shouting OMG, OMG .....it was kinda fun , but Hell scary.



Then another thing , Again tonight we came out from Metro and got in to an auto. This man was riding it very slowly. This man go fast for a second and then slowdown, then we check on him from mirror, another drunk man . we was sleeping in it, his eye gets close in a second.. like those "jassagen ulhey meehun-Hey nuhunna vaththara". ( He might was drunk or sleepy- I dont knw , we concluded he was also drunk)



What a dangerous thing is that , riding when the driver is drunk.OMG. Here after at night am gonna check them, like testing and all..Hehehe....

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED OUT LOUD..?

Last night i invited my kenyan friends for a dinner . ( Before i was sharing an apartment with them, 4 of them are there, they are nice friends) I moved this house in march, its being 2 and half months , but i haven't invited them officially to this house.
I was planning but things comes up to me or them.

So last night was the final day. Me and my friend buddy , (sly - she is one of them , We 2 are close buddies and she helps me on everything) Am not a good cook, but if i cook something wholeheartedly its comes out to be very tasty. (*_*) last night i cooked chicken ova na laafa, is it called barbecue, kinda dhoo. Any that and fried sausage and carrot rice and salad and tomato soup.
They loved the food.

After the eating we started to play some songs , and in lap we found that kenyan songs they are funny , and then they started to dance the way they dance.(kenyan dance) they even have names , they say that different tryp people dance differently , so we were trying to dance like those different tryp ppl dance , no one knws the actual way , it was fun and we laughed a load.
We laughed until our stomach started aching and mouth went try ( cos its hot- like have to take water once in 15 mins)
Then i was thinking that when was the last time i laughed that much, i couldn't remember, laughing is a good thing to do , you should do that more often.

After a very long , i had some fun, and laughed like hell ,we used to have when we were sharing the apartment , i miss them.

Finally

ooh finally i got the wireless connection , so see u guys often ...........
Am very sad that no one visits to my new blog............
Pls , grls do visit there and give me some ideas.........

Am Stuck

I dont knw whether it is the write word to use or not.. The thing i got a holiday of 3 months and i cant go to home (Maldives) , Can U imaging ...........OMG

On one hand , its my decision not to go ... but i damn really wanna go , am missing my friends and those walks on the beach, trips and coffees......

I took that decision based on 2 things, 1st i said to some one that i wont go there if that person is not around, another thing is my another bro is cuming and i have to do admission and blaaa blaa.. Being the eldest in the family i do these things (sacrifices) its not that i have to , but cos i want to do.

Some time, things changes , our planes changes and certain circumstences arise in a very narrow difficult days, the i don't knw about this mysterious life ..........

Well, after taking the decision not going home , i joined another short course. Y to wast my time here.. right!!! (Dont think that am studying pig) It is better to go for a place like class instead of spending some boring days in the house...

Hey !!! my friends in home, i miss you guys , am sorry i couldn't make it up this time , But again i will plan and will see to be with you guys soooooon. miss yaa all.

Check Out

hey guys check out my another blog , which is for girls to give then an idea of dressings ............
Well am interested in designing dress and other things , as a hobby....
well then just check out this, and tell me what you guys think ...........

http://kool-ideas.blogspot.com/

Am planing to get a nice template for it , If you knw any site which has cool templates just tell me. i will be very thankfull.........

Then just go on check it out................

SOME WIRED DREAMS

Hey ...!!!
i have been saying that i wanna share u guys some dreams i saw the other nights. Its being a month i have seen it , it was when my exam was going on .............

In first dream i saw 2 snakes in room. at first i was playing with them, giving foods , then wat happened was, when i was walking in the room accident i step on one, then it bite me on my hand, i ran to my bro and him to do something for that , He said its nothing , he seems so cool, i was terrified, scared , and i went to my friend asked her to suck the poisons,them bro said its nothing those snakes don't have poisons, what i have to do is hold tit. After sometime i went in side my room and i fund them on my chair, i wanted to take something from the table near the chair. i went to the conner and tried to get it , those 2 snakes came up to me and was searching for skin to bite from me, fortunately i was wearing long sleeve one. Those 2 snakes had a knot with the chair they couldnt reach me. at that time i was shouting and so afraid. I wakeup almost shouting.

Funny dream dhooo

Then there is this another dream my house was sarounded by Gorillas and some one gave a Shot gun to and told me to shoot the person there in between the gorilla's , he said that the boss, then i shot him on head, boooom he was gone . that time also i was afraid.

Then in another one i was in a gang, i was a gang member, and i had a crush on the another opposite gang member, hehe.!! that was a funny dream ..........

My friends said its cos i was watching too many movies , they were right after exam i spend 2 days indoor watching movies, my head was aching and my eye seems going to popout ..

I hope these things dosn't happen to you guys ..............
Thats all about my wired dreams........

update for the month.......

its being long that i havent posted any thing ............ reasons are ( its not 1 reason, list of reasons)

1) my exam was going on ........ now its over. it was year exam. if u wanna ask me how it was, my ans will be it wasnt bad, tough but i did ok. dont have nay idea how much am gonna get...
2) as i said before my little bro came, and in new house i dont have wireless yet. so wat happen is he use internet 24/7. i don't get much time to update blog, and another thing is i like to in my own lap so , i end up here not updating my blog for this long.
3) i was buxy and laxy ...... my laxy mind havent found any thing to write, i tried but mind was empty so thought to give a break.

i have another story abut the dream i saw... do i really have to write in one post ,hmmmm... it will be too long , will right a another post .................

i missed u guys ,,,,,,,,,

SOME CRAXY SHIT

(in this pic those things look like books)
Today this thinking came drifting to me with the wind.. hehe
hmmm

Peopl say to other 'Move on' and 'Let go' . well i also say so. but lets see how that happn, is that ppl are moving on time is moving. ? Well if a person is in a locker for a month. His life is stuck there but when he come he will be different , we can say a different person. What did move here, the time or the person....................

Then this 'LET GO' thing. Is any one holding any thing here. lets let go of your boy friend or the past. No one is holding any thing , i mean cant even hold it , like past and all...right!!! How to let it Go.

"hmmmm , dont think about it much, you might go craxy like me"

Hmmm let me see, loads of Anonymous are out there commenting and writting different things, what eva came in to there mind. .. Lmmeee give them a Name. ANY MOUSE. hehe funny haaa. actually that is any mouse, no one knws them and i think this name realy suits them ,,, Isnt it..

KOn baethha mashaa ekkolha thibee, mi New Name aa behey gothun.

Any way , you knw when you have a book in your hand, evry sought of thinking comes in to your mind instead of the book your reading. Somne craxy things which are not at all related to ur subject.
Hey ..!!! then bye for now inge.

BUT WHO....???

Actually i don't knw how to right this, but let me try..!!
Well am getting old and i think its time for me to bring some one into my life, But whoooo??
I being thinking about the boys in Maldives, i like to put them in to categories. ( ooops,!! ooh boys pls don't kill me..:P)

1. Boys who are religious, their beards long and short trousers . Ppl called them Harbees.( ooh i heard that v are not suppose to call them that) What i think s that's over, being over religious. Most of the people don't like them , for me they are ok but not for me ,who knows they might take all my freedom. Thinking about parents, may be some parents like them but they don't know , what is behind the picture.

2. Boys who are Gangsters , they are cool and stylish, but dho for a life partner they are not even cool and smart. May be one day the couple is happy another day, the wife will be crying cos her husband got killed by another gang star.( that's scary ) Most of the parents hates them. Cant keep them as the son in Law.

3. So called Partey. In this there are 2 catergries.One is those ppl who are called abused to it , cant live without that sugar or wat eva they called it, another ppl are those who take drug occasionally may be who take weeds . Well non of this is good. Can't have a real life with them. Then another thing Parents totally hates them, they dont even want their daughter tobe friends with a guy like that. As far as i know some of them are smart and romantic... hehe!!!

4. This is the category s 4 those business ppl and professionals. For me they are no good, they have loads of expectation in life and they work hard to get what they want. And one time in their life they hated girls, cos they think girls will ruin there carear and study, They don't have respect for woman. They think they can get what eva they want with their power. Well not all of the professionals are like that. Then the case will be different i they fall in love with a girl, so deeply . I can say that girl will be so lucky. But without so called deep love living with a guy like that will be so difficult. Parents loves them, but have to think about living together happily , doing things together... its a difficult things for them.

5. This category is for those who dont have any thing in life , they dont knw any thing , and ppl call them radun.( am sorry ) Like very quite and i dnt knw how to describe. Parents love these type of boys, cos basahaathee.

6. people who don't fit in to any of these category. There are some boys who pretend to be a gangsta, or a partey. Ok, they dress like that be like that , but in real they are not. They just wanna be cool , But most of the ppl put them in those categories. They are normal boys. who like to have a style and be cool and smart. They are good. They are not over in anything. They have respect for every thing in life. They have their own ideas and they think about life and plan life and all.................

I think now this is enough for differentiation . Pls dont kill me guys. If u have any other category pls tell me ..........:P

Because of this, it is so difficult to get a partner, actually i dont care about the type or category if we are in love, but parent and society is an issue dhoooo. Then i don't knw its a tough decision to take...

UPDATING

Time is moving , Days are passing , Exam Date is coming closer and closer, but Damn me,
Am 2 buxy in wasting my time, i mean spending my time without studying.

Need to stop what eva am doing , and study .!! then mihen kiyas , ekame nuvaane dhoo, hama kiyeveema kiyeveny ...... then keekuran kiyavanvy..

Hey, can u see am going mad here.
This is exam madness, dont worry , when exam is over madness also will go.

Just thought too update with latest thing in my life.

Is this Me

IS THIS REALLY ME

I don't knw what happened to me, i was a girl who was not afraid to do anything. ooh i think afraid is not the correct word here. i think i feel uncomfortable, invisible, unknwn fear, Hinuthanavas..dot dot dot

I just remembered that one of the old school series , there was this line the dad told to his daughter "NOT TO DO ANY THING WHICH MAKES U FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE"

What am gonna say is when i think of doing something here in Delhi , my step goes back instead of going forward. When i was in male' i go to places alone, shopping and all, if there is no 1 to go with me, and do loads of things. It free of fear But now i cant even go out of house alone ,even to the park nearby . I dont knw Y?

Next month am move to a new house with my kokko. We are gonna live as a small family. The house is big and am kinda uncomfortable. I wanted a big house and make that place really nice and live a nice life. But some how these fear is there.
The fear of like " what to do in case of robbery , What to do when 1 of us get sick in midnight...??then Blaa blaa"

"What the F... thinking is this.. I can do it . I can live alone. am not afraid"

I always wanted to live in my own house with own rules and now am hesitating. What is this? IS this really me? After coming here am really changed. I dont knw what happened. This is not me.

My own

My own hand made cards






Hope U guys like these. I made this for college NNS clearance, Its kinda society service thing.pics are not clear and nice cos its kadavaa phone akun negyma.

I have being thinking

I have being thinking
When eva i think of writing some thing to publish here , I think about it thousand time.I have a kinda hidden fear about what will readers think abt it. I knw i can talk about any thing, what i think about some thing BUT, What will happen if people get wrong meaning of what i have written. So far i have written only about me, but i wanna write what i think about certain topics BUT can't, Cos of fear or may be am not a general topic writer.......hehe

Normally I say i don't care about what people think about me or say about me. But most of the time, i end up not doing a thing thinking what will people think abt it . Some time I do thing which i desire, not thinking much . After doing that i don,t regret , i say i don't care what ppl say or think. But some where in my mind that thing is there, if it is a immoral , really not immoral ,kinda not acceptable things ( some silly things) i keep on thinking why did i did that, or why did i say it... Thats funny

UNSTABLE

UNSTABLE

why is that some time we feel like,Our heart is unstable. going to come out from the chest.
It keep on beating fast, and person is hurt , sad, lot of worries in mind or heart. I don knw which part is effected, may be whole body.

I dont knw what to call to a situation like this..?

It is even so difficult to explain whats going on.
Every thing you see is boring, noting seems to be right,
If u try to do some thing it goes wrong.
You don't knw where U are any more.
You can spend like hours with out talking staring at same spot.
Feel like going some where , where u get fresh air, want to be fresh,
But You can't go that, if you go also , it doesn't feel good. Its not the right thing.
Feel like hitting the body, can't do that cos it will be pain full.
Feel like shouting , cant do that also, cos of the ppl around us.

Well, a time like this what to do..... ??
Yesterday i felt like this, may be worse then this,i have described. I spend hours changing the channel on TV. Went out , but no success. Then spend some time listening to music but memories cam running, Then i slept but it was a sleep less night

Random questions..???????

Random questions..???????

1)Why do evry Maldivian write male' as there hometown in FB information part..???

2)Why is that Indian's keep cows, or goat what eva on road...???
3)Why is that old ppl colour there hair in red...???
4)why do ppl turn in to lesbo and gays...???

5)Why do friends hide things , saying that they don't want to ruin the relation???

6)Why do boys ask for girls number from others?Why can't they ask from that girl there number???

7)Why is that in this world its all about money???
8)Why do ppl keep which do not belong to them..???

Hey 4 these questions i need an ans.... a funny one give me some pls..:D

I LOST IT

Can u imaging i lost my phone. I just bought it the other month. How can i be so stupid to leave it behind in an Auto. Am so angry to my self, It hurts ooh it hurts to loose some thing u dreamed to get and after getting it u loose it.

"Stupid, careless, horrible , Silly...................... ME"

Well, gellunu echche aburaa na annaane, BUT I wish to get it back, May it happen for the best. May be i deserve a better one. "bullshit". Am just saying this to make me feel better.

Let me tell u what s the other stupid thing i do... I write a thing here and never check it and post. just post. when i read it after like one day i see loads of mistakes. "Stupid me".. Can u imagin how many mistakes i will do in my exam.." hahaha"

well.!!!
"E phone mage echchaka vefakaa nei, emmefurathama gai thana memory card massala, then it had being giving me headaches after i bought it BUT i feel so bad that i lost it"
"GUD BYE MY PHONE"

1st time 2 to a museum

This bird looks so nice, made in iron or wood
i dont kw cant touch cose it was in a glass boss ..
hehe, i wonder Y..??

Meethi masha vatharu vee, dhufaa echchehi alhaa echchaka
but its some thing used for smoking yooooooooo!!!!!

This is how inside look like, it was a big place,
i had loads of ques in my mind,
what to do i didn't have a tourer guide..hehe

LOSt and found things,,, aharumenge rashuge moodhun
libe kahala echchehi... wonder Y ..!!!
May be kuree zamaan ga maa mashoor echchakee thochche..!!!

Some brand of cooking pan

I went there with my frnd (grl..i had to mention this because of the previous post) At fist it was boring but when i saw painting , thats part was interesting,,, well i could not get a paint pic, camera e vadhanna emeehun charg kure viyya so took some pics frm phone.

A note frm a friend..

"Just in case there will be no tomorrow
and today is the only day we have to tell
our friends how much they mean to us,
Just know that your precious.

If i could pull down the rainbow
i would write your name on it and
put it back in the sky , to tell every
one how colorful My life is with a
friend like U.."

"I just dont wanna be in a relation"

Well this is a very common answer from us girl to a boy ... right!!!
" I JUST DONT WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP"

wow!!! it a really cool answer.

Most of the time grl says that because they like the guy really and they dont want to loose him as a friend. you knw what happens when 2 friends goes in to a relation what happen is - sooner or later they will get breakup and their friendship also will go (most of the cases) and blaa blaa. Some time grls say so because they afraid or scared to say that they dont like him, its not because he is gonna hit her to any thing, grls are just afraid to hurtsome one.

ok here is the story of this topic

" Recently a grl and a boy met some where and they exchanged there numbers. After that they started to msg each other and call. They even met in a MUSEUM. ( Well the boy gave a choice of Travelling, cofy and a movie. She choosed travelling then he gave a choice of museums,park, mall ..etc. she chose museum.. (hehe.. quite funy haa)) ok she was confused.Then they had a good time in there second meet and they are gud friends and they 2 like each other. Then after some days , this grl seems worried. The reason is she dont want to be in a relation, It not that he asked or any thing, but there is a chance. and she dont want to loose her."

Thats all. hope u liked my this real life story.

PS: Its not me

Real!!!!!!!

Friends.........???

Who do u concider to be ypur friend.??

Who can be your best friend..??

Its not that i have this quiestions.. but i want just to write them. To get a friend you dont have to have ans 4 these quiestion, Friends come 2 ur life naturally.

Reason for writting this post is this:

"I got hurt today... i feel so stupid and wired... Am not here to tell the whole story. my friend , the so close one, told me truth , she havent said befor thinking that , it might riun our relation. She havent lied and she havent betrayed or done any thing , she just kept quite of something, to make me happy and she was praying for me.

Thats not a bad thing, i think she done good, but the wired thing was i thought she was my side, and she understands me, any way she was bt not whole heartedly, cos there was some thing i dont and she knw"

Dose thos one has a twist..?? wht a questionn dhooo. hehe..ok then wrote it like 2 days ago and was thinking of a heading couldnt got a gud one.

Things to Note

This is the msgs frm my vodafone company.

"There is no Substitute to hard work and there is no short cut to succes"

"A bend in the road is not the end of the road unless you fail to make the turn"

"Develop the attitude that there are more reasons why you should succeed than reason why you should fail"

"Start a new today because with each new sunrise there can be found a new way"

"If you want to be successful, you must be willing to be uncomfortable,, success is not by chance it is a planned event"

"Dont let this day pass without doing something to make your dreams come true"

scorpio

Am a Scorpio, its not that i totally believe in this things and look for them every day, but it s our habit to see, that part of news paper or any thing. whether it s an old one or not , it doesn't matter.... Down here the some qualities u can find in Scorpio person..( I googled it )

The bright site

Determined and forceful

Emotional and intuitive

Powerful and passionate

Exciting and magnetic

The dark side

Jealous and resentful

Compulsive and obsessive

Secretive and obstinate

Actually here i wanna talk abot something els. The thing is these ppl here really believe in it, look for what it says in each day and even ask frm ppl what ur and alll......... then what happend is i found some thing vry strange.... The thing i dont go alone with thse Scorpio ppl. They way they say ppl in same groupe.... we dont have a close relation. i have like 3 or 5 friends who r Scorpio and no one seems to like , like other... they have some thing they dont like in that person.....hehe funny dhoo.

let me analysed it hehe.. i think it may be because the jealous part they have, annd those secrets dhooo... Then nege bunaaka...

Well that wat i noticed...it might be true , it might not be dhoo

Different in taste.........

Most girl has different taste ... am i right!!!


I got this craxy idea today when i was in a class. There is this 2 girl having same type of bags in different colour. and this grls are so different , there body shape is kinda alike, like chubby, but one is huge and another one is tiny shot chubby, there are from different place. any way what was thinking was , they must have very different taste. In dressing things evry one is has a kinda same taste, evry girl like the latest fashion , am talking abt taste of boys they like .. hehe, craxy thinking.

Think about 2 best friends having same taste in same type boys, i mean if they like same type of boys, the boys body shape and style ...etc.. then those 2 grl will be apart after some time ,,,, am sure. cos they will be fighting 4 same guy and, if a cute guys goes to them and talk to one, another one will feel bad, and she will be kinda jealous.

Me and my friend here has very different taste in boys, will tell u guys in another post.



well this is a dam craxy post , but all are free to give ur ideas. and pls correct if it has any mistake cos am not checkin it.

TOOOOOO LAZY

Am to laxy to write any thing. So bored to do any thing els other then watching Movies and TV.MY classes are going on and assignments are there to do, but my laxy ....... does not want to do anything. Well even have to study for the final exam but.........................

Am not ready to study , yet...!!!! will do those things when am ready to do ............!!!
hehe!!! what a stretagy ??? its not bad i guess

If U dont feel like doing some thing why should u force ur self to do. It will come its own.

OK this is a laxy post by laxy ruk. by the way i have watched movies which i couldnot watch befor cos my lap had a problem. NOW all is fixed and am watchin all those movies i can get..hehehe

bye for now, take care guys ....

Buddies in my life II

This is the second post about buddies in my Life..

I have a friend , who i trust like anything. I mean i tell her those things which are personal to me. v personal. If i have a problem in family and in my life i tell her....
I met her in 1999. We 2 have a kinda different friendship.We are close like sisters.I feel fry to say anything i feel........I haven't 4got abt her, but we have this distance barrier in between, bt when we meet , we go along with so well.

I need to tell her some thing, Some thing so true and she don't knw abut this...

We did our O'Level exam practices 2gether. I mean we studied together, telling what we know to each other, we studied like there is nothing els in the book we don't knw.we are so confident. 4 me i was so confident. Hoped to get v gud result. but when result came, I got i was so disappointed. She got what i was expecting 4. That year ppl rechecked and got what they know they will get. 4 me i was so shocked and depressed . In addition to that , my frnd getting those thing i was expecting and i got in to this mental and emotional situation. (this s kinds so personal) From there i was thinking GOD is in favour of her and, how can this happen 2 me and all.........so shocked ... From there i gave her some space. We were 2gether bt there was differences. We are human beings we have this feelings. Any way i did got over from that and started to have a gud relation with us.
"Hei dear am sorry 4 that , I Love u Like a sister , U might not believe that,but thats the truth"

I know u will be shocked to see this. This is not a feeling which came recently. I had this before also but its just that i haven't told u..

PS: well these days am having a feeling of writing abut ppl in my life. I have drafted some posts , u will see them when days passes.

I dont wanna write gloomy post

but

I end up writing some thing murky.......
Ok let me think what are the cheerful thing i have in my life...
hmmmmmmmm
nothing is coming (thinking)
Actually these days .. every day is a dull day,
hmmmm
A gud news: i bought a new phone (walkman & a nice camera) (Thats a pic i took frm my phone, salhidhoo)
Bad new: memory card is having a problem.
Hei .. i just remembered the gud time i had..let me list
> I went to yamnanagar (another state) Its a village and its so nice.
> Me and my friend had gud time there.
> Another thing , I got quite gud marks.(hmm quite :P)
> went for shoppingThen hadhaane nuvi,
Beside thinking about the things i have to do evry day i go to college spend like 4 or 5 hrs there and come back....
Quite interesting life dhoooooo
Its the end of this post

Thought of the day ...........

My phone company , Vodafone knows a lot about life and
they keep on sending msgs...
Some time we get a message saying are u bored ,
so do this ...blaa blaa blaa
They amazed me one day
Thats was a really a hectic day ,
I got a message from VD knowAll
MSG goes like this:
" Thought Of The Day:
To The Question Of Your Life, Your The Only Answer.
To The Problem Of Your Life , Your The Only Solution."
That day Vodafone somehow made my day...
Thought to share this little thought of the day with U guys...



This pic i took in Yamnanagar by my phone
( I went there in this week end- Its nice place)

Give ur self a break

"Aw c"mom, take a chill pill, as they say.
It's time you loosened up bit.Go easy on yourself .
Learn to love yourself.Only then can you love rest of the world and
be fair and good to them."

ok this is something i saw on a news paper , first thing came to my mind was ,
" I love my self "
am a sure ...???
Well i have to be sure ,
"I really love my self "
now I have to make my mind..
"I love my self and rest of the world"

Then another thing it says is
" U got to do what U got to do
but some times the
Got to do
Starts assuming gigantic proportions,
Taking over our entire lives"

How true is this.
Start thinking abut this.....???

I don't read news papers but heading like this and highlighted points caught's to my mind.

life ??? life??? life???

I don't know where is My life taking me.
What it holds for me...???
Things are different ..
I need a find a reason to live..
It is not the end but still..
Y am living ...???
Y am doing this...???

Life just turns
With out U directing
On its own

We have to follow it
OR
Do Ur best to be in that track

Another year started ,
I wasn't expecting thing year to bring this much different to my life,
I was happy with my life, I was wishing it to be little bit better,
But it changed,every thing changed ,
i don't know whether it is a good change or a bad change.
what i know is i don't need this change.
I need my past (last year ) life back.
Am not gonna wish or pray to make it better.
I will take it the way it was.....
....pls GOD give me that life...
BUT
Am not sure that 2

What do U think......???

About this girl

There was this girl who was so good in study and sports; as a result she got a chance to be in school leaders group. (One of her dream)

She was a girl who gets A’s and at the same time so good in extra -activities. She is a girl who knows how to play all the games starting from TT to football. (Basket ball, net ball, football, athletic, high jump………etc) She used to spend lot of time with others, learning these spots and participating in activities where boys and girls are involved. She used participated in every activity in school whether it is a dance or a play or a debate.

When Sho goes for trips, she doesn’t spend her time in beach alone or with a girl or a boy. She don’t site there with out doing anything expecting a boy to come to her and talk to her, flirt with her. Rather she spent her time in playing, running and enjoying, with those who are doing that.

She doesn’t want to be girlish girl , who always put makeup’s, and want to show other, or a girl who is too shy that she can’t do anything, Rather she want to be perfect in everything , fit in every place, every circumstances, ..etc. She knows she is beautiful and sexy. She has self-confidence.

She wasn’t a girl searching for love or boyfriends. Rather a very buxy girl in those activities and study.

In the process of these, she happens to be involved with boys. Most of the time you see her among boys in school. She has lot of friends and fans, Girls and boys. She is a friendly, who smile and talk to every one.

Those boys who know her, and participate in school activities, know her better. Know that always they can count on her.

Those girls who are with her or she is friend with know her better. Knows that, they can also count on her.

Those boys who are, not friends and gossips say’s she is always with boys, she is no good. She is not girlish rather a girlboy.

Those girls who are not close friend with her, says she is good in everything. Some has bad view about her.

So tell me what u think about this girl...??? i know u have these type of girls in ur school or college.