Reflect........!!!!!

I have been thinking about parents ........
Some years ago i remember that i was thinking about my mom.How my mom had spent her life??? how my mom and dad met???. and how she managed to live in this world?? Still i have those questions...
Now i have got answers for some of my these question. when i was small , i mean not old enough my mom don't talk about those things.( i think its cos she know that am wasn't old enough to understand those things) Now my mom is getting close and open, she tells me some of the chapters of her life, i mean not all but i know a lot now. How She and Dad managed to grow us ...? how they planed there life....?and how many time they have succeed and how many time they have failed?


Most of the time my dad is out of island, working, saving for us. We meet him once in a year or twice in a year... when i was small i don't think about these things. How much they would have missed each other. How many days my mom would be afraid of living in the house alone with children and How many days she been awake because of us when v are sick, she take care of us.......then lot of things...

She is working in island health center as a "foolhumai".She wakes up around 5am,do her prayers and go to kitchen and do the cooking stuffs ( she is perfect in cooking, and even v fast) for us. Then she gets ready to go to work for 7:30am.before going she wake us up, get us ready to go to school (am talking abt 15 year back) She comes back in break time to check on others who are young ( we are only 4) then after work,she comes again cooks for us and help us in studying , if there is afternoon session one, she take that one to school. Again at night cook for us,teach us and take us to bed. in between she might have to go to extra time work.....

U might be wondering why am writting this all. The point i want to tell is all these years her every day is like that. Same old routing. Imaging we been like that for 20 years or some 3 or 6 months.we will get bored...but parents never get bored.

I remmber that when i went to school i get board for doing same thing evry day.when i went to office i got bored of those same stuffs.I get frustrate , headaches,pissedoff , mood off..etc.some days i think , Y can't i have any other life then this..........which life then...???

Parents are really breave.There was this time i was thinking they have to work and keep us happy.They are the one who brought us in to this world. Thats there duty to do so. But is that so?...There are some parents who don't care about there children and live there life.Do those children of that person is happy ???

There is this thing am really proud of my parents. It is they had a love marriage and i never heard them arguing or fighting on anything.

I love them a lot.
Miss them a lot.
I always miss them.
I spend most of my life away from them.
i can say always i been away.
now also am far away from them.