7 years ago i met the perfect person for me to fall in love with. I fell for his really hard. He was the perfect guy. Look wise he is the dream boy of my life. Personally, he is funny and so caring to every one. He helps people. We were awsome together , we talk , we laugh , we joke, We fight but we deal with it we had good times together. It was best time of my life. I see my perfect man with me. He loves me and i love him. What else I need.
Life has a funny way of turning things up. I thought Nothing will come between us because we love each other. but during the 7 years together , big big bombs went on. It hurts so much, not physically but to the soul and mind / heart . I had wounds but again he made the pain go away. He was always there to save me. Like wise I was there for him. I kept Our relationship going when he mess things up.
but now nothing is the same , he is the reason for the situation. Now he can't be the saver .He need to be saved from his own life. I am there for him but I can't be always there for him. Right now its not only Love which keeps us together. Responsibilities has bundled, life is more complicate now. There are peoples who looks at us like spy's . Just to see what we are doing wrong. He together have to show them we are perfect with each other.
but Those perfection is gone now, I see things which Ignored before , as a clear thing and an important thing. More mess and more Messed up things makes my life harder. He is suppose to be the one making life easy for us but NO ....................
"Someone once said, “Relationships are worth fighting for but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. Sometimes, people need to fight for you.”" - thecolorsofmysoul.com
Like this the perfect is becoming Imperfect
I pray to Allah " He get his life together and become the person I want him to be. I wish He get the life he wants to have with me. I know he have plans for Us. I wish Allah gives his courage and will to deal with his life and turn it to a happy life with me" Insha Allah
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