Saturday, December 6, 2008

Its hard ........oooooh , ITS HARD


Well, I never being a situation like this, I cant even imaging what should i do now, or i should have done,Y this happened..???? I don't even know what to write here, about it, how to start what to say ????? Its really complicated.am really confused...
Am some one who takes friends close. I care for them, i just can't spend days with out talking or saying sorry, but this situation is so different.
aaaaaaaaawh..piss piss piss piss

friends..friends ..friends......???????????
Now a days i don't know what dose this mean... ..This things are getting tooo long ..ooooh toooooooo long.I keep on scratching my head.Am i very wrong here or am i very wrong that they don't even want to talk to me..??? i have lot off question.

Well for me i do talk,what i want say and what i wanna ask i do ask,BUT...................................??? (nothing to say)This is really tooo bad.Is this because of the different of culture or country .....???(what the hekk haa she is not from my country , she can't even understand what v say..Y should we bother abut her...???? right) (I wonder y they sing when ever they are inside the house- To show me ... or .............)Its OK i can stand these things, I can ignore those things, but some time it really disturbs me.

Any way i have only one thing to say... am not some 1 who keep things in side me. i do forget things and i do even forgive ppl. and AM even saying this
"ITS OK- AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURT U KNOWING or UNKNOWINGLY"

Well, i knw u will say that we are not hurt Ur the one who got hurt, ok i accept that i did. IT is hard for me. May be not for U guys (If any one has human heart ,real human nature,that person will get hurt for a thing like this.....) may be this is what i think ..right ( May be some ppl have a pride, that is more important then there relation with other human being or a friend)
Well AM SORRY


4 comments:

.mini said...

i hope this someone or people forgive you ^.^

R.K.Wawilly said...

Thank you.......
If god wish, they will and things comes back to normal.

Anonymous said...

oooh,,sorry dear,shit happened it was really not meant to be this way.well wat can i say...i also got hormones just like other gals..n that day i happened to be in a bad mood..n i reacted that way..blv it or not that was my first someone that way..i couldnt even blv i did that to you..but bcoz of ma pride as u put it..i just had to be that way...i dint know singing affected u.n sometimes it hurt so much to see u so good without me.i just had to sing its the only way i get happy sometimes.u know i care about you...i might be bitchy sometimes but u know that aint me...am just fakin it.lots of words to say but am tired of writin...

R.K.Wawilly said...

Thank you so much... I know Ur not like that...I thanks GOD that i got U Back in my life. ......LOL it seem like a life partner when i put it like that..isn't it.
"some how Ur"
Ur sorry accepted...:P
Love yaa.